I am going to be frank. I feel so demoralised.
I mean, my boss really make me feel like every shift, is a bloody flop, and I have done nothing.
I mean, I respect him, because it really take skills to do that too.
Before he went home, he told me that 2 particular cranes need to push as high as possible because the next shift has nothing to score.
Then because of my other cranes coming in at a time where resources are scarce, resulting in the vessel doing badly. And he said I should have cut the resources from that 2 particular cranes?
I am at a loss. I should have just give equal resources to all cranes during CSB period.
