This is probably gonna be my last post here, because there won't be anything interesting to update for a while. Exams feels like an imminent monsoon coming. While I am preparing my ever frail umbrella defend a storm. I am strong, so I don't need a good umbrella, Wahahaha.... I dunno what I am writing here.
Had a long walk home, thinking and singing randomly. I realised at 1130pm noone's gonna care, except for joggers with their earphones glued to their ears and giving weird looks when they see someone walking past with their mouth constantly moving, like some weirdo.
Pondered over an old song called "Why they call it falling", somehow, I know this song when my teacher is doing musical analysis during music class, when she 1st played it. Wonder why my memory is so poor even though I could remember stuffs from primary school. The lyrics goes--
Why They Call It Falling lyrics
It's like jumpin
It's like leapin
It's like walkin on the ceilin
It's like floatin
It's like flyin through the air
It's like soarin
It's like glidin
It's a rocket ship you're ridin
It's a feelin that can take you anywhere
So why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
I don't know
There was passion
There was laughter
The first mornin after
I just couldn't get my feet to touch the ground
Every time we were together
We talked about forever
I was certain it was Heaven we had found
So why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
I don't know
But you can't live your life
Walkin in the clouds
Sooner or later
You have to come down
It's like a knife
Through the heart
And it all comes apart
It's like someone takes a pin to your balloon
It's a hole
It's a cave
It's kinda like a grave
When he tells you that he's found somebody new
So why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
I don't know
Ooh, why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
Now I know
The 1st part depicts falling in love, while the 2nd part depicts the falling out of love, both are called falling, but the feelings are entirely different.
I have been thinking why they called it "falling" in love, since fall is such a negative word.
Maybe, it's because the casualties will be inevitable, and pain will be caused. There might not be such thing as a fairy tale in real life after all.
Change my background music to something more sad. It's one of the saddest English songs I have known. This song was introduced by a colleague while working in IMI. It's a more depressing song rather than sad, I think... Yet sometimes, I feel like it can be applied to my life's context
Got many things to emo about, but I don't think I wanna share...
...but at least I am getting free lunch from XiLei:) for SST22 :P
