Recently things haven't been going so well. Things...
Like having a burger drop on the floor after having 2 bites on it.
Like having nothing go inside your head after hours of lecture.
Like having notes in front of, and reading it like a comprehension passage and don't understand a thing.
Like having insomnia due to fear.
Like having yourself knocked in to the wall while walking.
Like having a staring competition with the whiteboard while having tutorial.
Like not even being to do a simple task of laying a carpet on a floor during hall production.
Like having no talent in everything.
Like having a feeling of being a waste of space.
Wondering why things go like that. I have low morale of doing anything.. Seems like things will seem to fail on whatever I want to do. Not a good feeling. The familiar feeling of pessimism kicking in, again. Can I do anything right at all anymore? Hate myself now. Stupid emotions..
Reality, worst possible game.
Was chatting about the deaths in our school just now. I won't be like them, no worries.
Like having a burger drop on the floor after having 2 bites on it.
Like having nothing go inside your head after hours of lecture.
Like having notes in front of, and reading it like a comprehension passage and don't understand a thing.
Like having insomnia due to fear.
Like having yourself knocked in to the wall while walking.
Like having a staring competition with the whiteboard while having tutorial.
Like not even being to do a simple task of laying a carpet on a floor during hall production.
Like having no talent in everything.
Like having a feeling of being a waste of space.
Wondering why things go like that. I have low morale of doing anything.. Seems like things will seem to fail on whatever I want to do. Not a good feeling. The familiar feeling of pessimism kicking in, again. Can I do anything right at all anymore? Hate myself now. Stupid emotions..
Reality, worst possible game.
Was chatting about the deaths in our school just now. I won't be like them, no worries.
