***Warning, if you are a happy person, don't read this.., click the close window button immediately..."****
One day, if that day come, where my soul leave my body, and I become a wandering soul, I am going to make a double middle-finger to my body and mutter, "You suck, I know you work hard, but that's precisely why you suck, 'cos whatever you are doing, if it's you doing it, it's practically useless, because it is you."
The sad fact about living is that you are stuck being who you are. Sometimes we fight to change ourselves, but ultimately this has little effect. We can change what we do, but we cannot change who we are. In other words, Life is just a prison in this way. And I feel trapped in this prison, I feel trapped when I am alive.
And of course I can't give up. I will continue struggling to solve this emptiness, find some happiness and meaning to it. Wherever, whatever it is. That's living, that's why life sucks.
The number of times when I tried to be happy while crude reality utterly destroyed everything is countless. Realism sucks. Pessimism is realism, 'cos reality normally sucks. I am trying to stay happy, but realistic fake smiles are sometimes too hard to make....
It seems that the forces that created me has already determined all these fact for me...
Back to physics....
One day, if that day come, where my soul leave my body, and I become a wandering soul, I am going to make a double middle-finger to my body and mutter, "You suck, I know you work hard, but that's precisely why you suck, 'cos whatever you are doing, if it's you doing it, it's practically useless, because it is you."
The sad fact about living is that you are stuck being who you are. Sometimes we fight to change ourselves, but ultimately this has little effect. We can change what we do, but we cannot change who we are. In other words, Life is just a prison in this way. And I feel trapped in this prison, I feel trapped when I am alive.
And of course I can't give up. I will continue struggling to solve this emptiness, find some happiness and meaning to it. Wherever, whatever it is. That's living, that's why life sucks.
The number of times when I tried to be happy while crude reality utterly destroyed everything is countless. Realism sucks. Pessimism is realism, 'cos reality normally sucks. I am trying to stay happy, but realistic fake smiles are sometimes too hard to make....
It seems that the forces that created me has already determined all these fact for me...
Back to physics....
