Review of my New year Resolution:)

Review of my New year Resolution:

As new year is coming to an end, let's take a review of what I had last year. Bad thing about keeping a blog is, you have the records of what you write.-_-

1)Find the right girl
Hahaha. I lost my new year resolution for 3 years in a row, hahaha, I am not going to put this on the top of this list already. Hahaha, and frankly, I don't think I care anymore.

2)Be tidier
Tidiness is relative, I think I am a lot neater than last year la, but then, I am the judge and the jury here. Haha, but I think I am neater than last time, hahaha.

3)Achieve better results, results that I wouldn't regret having
Yeah, this one is quite resolved. Hahaha I mean there are still a lot of people out there better than me. And I definitely will continue envying, but this semester, look at the results quite happy. Got improvement. Hahaha

4)Laugh less and be more serious
Count the number of 'Hahaha's in this post, and you probably know that the laughing part fail already. But I think I am more serious than last year. Hahaha.

Yeah.. so count like.. 75% achieved. But, I am beginning this year with a heavier heart than last year. People who knows why, probably know it has to do with point 1, hahaha. And of course, next semester would be tough, academic-wise. Wonder how long can my laughter lasts?

But

天空是绵绵的糖, 就算塌下来又怎样^^

Lastly... to everyone I have to apologize to.. Sorry..

Breeeaaathhheeeee-eeeeee

Love this song deep deep now. Suddenly missed this song, but can only remember the chorus I hear from young. Typed 'breathe' in youtube, and voila!
Enjoy! Breatheeeeeee-eeeee
Hearing this song makes me feel a little sad but feel, the freedom. Haha

With every waking breath I breathe
I see what life has dealt to me
With every sadness I deny
I feel a chance inside me die

Give me a taste of something new
To touch to hold to pull me through
Send me a guiding light that shines
Across this darkened life of mine

Breathe some soul in me
Breathe your gift of love to me
Breathe life to lay 'fore me
Breathe to make me breathe

For every man who built a home
A paper promise for his own
He fights against an open flow
Of lies and failures, we all know

To those who have and who have not
How can you live with what you've got?
Give me a touch of something sure
I could be happy evermore

Breathe some soul in me
Breathe your gift of love to me
Breathe life to lay 'fore me
To see to make me breathe

Breathe your honesty
Breathe your innocence to me
Breathe your word and set me free
Breathe to make me breathe

This life prepares the strangest things
The dreams we dream of what life brings
The highest highs can turn around
To sow love's seeds on stony ground

Breathe
Breathe

Breathe some soul in me
Breathe your gift of love to me
Breathe life to lay 'fore me
To see to make me breathe

Breathe your honesty
Breathe your innocence to me
Breathe your word and set me free

Breathe to make me breathe

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas everyone, a little late I am.

Might as well wished you all Happy New Year.
Never wished for anything this Christmas and spent a long weekend at home, damn sian.

To all NTU students who need all the help they can get, for the results coming in 3 days.. Weiliang here wish you all the best and good luck, people:) Hope everyone can smile on 30th December:)

There is so many things I wanna say here;
After filtering out what I cannot write here;
All that's left are profanities to myself.
What's the point of keeping this blog anymore.

Hospital

Visit my mum at the hospital today. She look fine:)

!mpwfjtpwfe!

Happy:):):)

A week I thought will be uneventful

Second week of holidays and next week is Christmas, then results will come out. It's like so damn fast la, just 2 weeks ago, I am having my final paper and so fast results going to come out le. Exercise a bit this week, this is so not like me la.

Monday, 14th December
Went for basketball game with my SCSS people(plus 1 MAE girl) at CCK CC. The court there is nice, because it's sheltered, so one do not have to worry about the hot noon sun. I was late(I don't think this is an element of surprise), supposed to meet at 10am, but I actually woke up at 10am, by the time reach there, it's 11:30am. Really wanted to reach there early, because I really wanted to train my stamina, but bio-clock screwed up after 2 weeks of being nocturnal. The attendance was good, we played 5-on-5 HALF COURT, due to lack of space. Really felt my lack of stamina compared to secondary school. Feel OLD.

Ate at the usual food-centre near the CC. Hope to play with them again soon.

Tuesday,15th December
Nua at home! But ran at night. Ran for ard 10 mins, then tired already. Walked to Vivo. No more fountain at midnight, jog/walk back home for about 20 mins. Whole journey 40 mins. Lucky the drizzle never turned to a shower.

Wednesday, 16th December
Sick of staying at home, so went to claim my free lunch! Haha
Met XiLei at her workplace which is situated at Toa Payoh. Surprisingly, the unpunctual me, actually reached the place half-hour earlier. Wrong estimation of time. TPY is a lot nearer than I thought. Luckily I brought my PSP. Played at the Lobby. Saw the showflats, really nice, forgot to take photo. Ate KFC black pepper buddy meal, damn spicy.
Wanted to walk about at Toa Payoh after Xilei went back to work, but I realized there is really nothing much there. I really tried to find something there to do, but after half-an-hour, I decided no point.. so went Bugis to do some window shopping alone.

While walking around, received a message from Fangting, who is also slacking, so met up at Bugis Junction. Saw Housheng who was waiting for a friend, before going for Latin dance class. So in the end, we 3 shopped together. Went to the arcade, and tried out a new game:)

Does the red-green-blue buttons look familiar to you? It's the new Bishi-Bashi!!!

I remember it being quite a fad last time, the crazy bashing of buttons and stuffs. This new game is just as fun as its ancestor and it's worth the money too. Instead of having the player who has the lowest score to lose a life, it's now possible to have all three players to go to the next stage without losing a life. So even though it costs 3 tokens, it's worth the money la, and can play for quite long.(side note: I think my EID groupmate Terrance will like this)

Then went to Soup Spoon to eat, or should I say, drink. By then, Housheng has left. Had mushroom soup. Thickest mushroom soup I've had and lot's of mushroom inside. So much that it feels like broth. Came out feeling very full from drinking. Heard a sad story over dinner.

Went Cold Storage to buy Chips. Bought 2 packets of chips, ate one, left 1 now. Then go home.

1st time eating kettle chips. 不舍得开, I know my table damn messy

Thursday, 17th December
Went singing with Oxy and Hansen. Was pretty last minute(begins when I was relating how bored I was to Oxy), and was very lazy to get more people, so only we 3. Sang at a new location: Teo Heng Karaoke, located at Katong Shopping Centre. I was the 1st to reach, and was punctual, a rare feat! Even rarer when it happened twice in a week.
The place was not a bad place to sing, compared to K-box.

Plus Points:
-Good price, $10 for 6 hours from 1-7pm!
-Can bring your own food and drinks legally, so no workers will come and disturb you halfway to take your mineral water away. We actually bought chicken rice and bring in, the food court there is ex though. But the room got stinky
-Songs are pretty updated
-Touchscreen

Minus Points:
-No free chips or drinks
-The machine a bit cui, laggy and such
-The room.. doesn't feel like a KTV lounge

But whatever, it's really damn cheap=D. So it's a good alternative.
A bit sore throat, but enjoyed myself:) Hansen left and met his army pals halfway, so me and Oxy went for dinner at PastaMania at Parkway Parade and desserts at Swensons. This is my most expensive meal of the week. Haha. We part ways after dinner, as she went to meet her pals for prawning.

Was introduced to a pretty nice MTV that utilized a lot of celebrities.
撑腰 by 羅志祥




Friday, 18th December
Went out with KwanYee(let's hope Ahmad won't see this:P) to get the present for the secret Santa thingy. Was very lost in getting stuffs for girls. (I think this make the 4th present I bought for a gal, rare for someone at the age of 22 years old)
Was really bent on getting a cup, but after much persuasion, decided to get a soft toy. Saw a very cute polar bear at Kalm, which was what KY bought. (If the person she gives doesn't want, can I have it, pretty please:P:P:P)
Me? Bought a penguin. Forget to take photo again, sigh, and cannot take since it's wrapped up already. Can show you the wrapped up present la. Haha.

the wrapping is so nice, that I don't feel like unwrapping it to take the picture of the 4th present I've got for someone. Haha, sorry I cannot show how cute the penguin is:)

Hmmmz, I think that's all that I did for the week. Saturday and Sunday is a stay home again, a bit sian. But on the other hand, I already spent too much le. Haha, so it's ok:) My tutee wants to start tuition on Christmas Eve. Weird..

That's all folks, Cheers!

JJLin

Feel like buying 林俊杰 100天 Album.

It's really been to long since I bought an album.
Heard this sweet duet song in his album:) ,with 廖君
From 发现爱 to 期待爱 to 表达爱!!! I wonder what's next.

表达爱

林:我们擦身而过
风卷起了沉睡的什黱
情绪在怂恿撑开了懵懂
有一种冲动
廖:决定不沉默
毕竟有感觉的人不多
我不想就此错过

林:眼睁睁看爱
廖:就这样过吗
林:至少我和你
廖:可以说说话
合:证明刚刚发生过什么
用表白换一份期待
能不能就少一点忐忑无奈
心还绕著你徘徊
难道真是爱
泪水流过才明白
爱不爱原来心里早已存在
幸福不在千里外
让我勇敢表达爱


林:眼睁睁看爱
廖:就这样过吗
林:至少我和你
廖:可以说说话
合:证明刚刚发生过什么

用表白换一份期待
能不能就少一点忐忑无奈
心还绕著你徘徊
难道真是爱
泪水流过才明白
爱不爱原来心里早已存在
幸福不在千里外
让我勇敢表达爱

用表白换一份期待
能不能就少一点忐忑无奈
心还绕著你徘徊
难道真是爱
泪水流过才明白
爱不爱原来心里早已存在
幸福不在千里外
让我勇敢表达爱
让我勇敢表达爱

Exams Are Over

Exams are finally finally over, I don't think I will do well, but.. I will manage somehow.
Right after exams, went to help Huiling shift her stuffs to her hall. Feel kinda sad for her, while people after exams go home, she need to shift in, due to the renovation in her house. Then I just randomly said, if she too bored, can come out celebrate my birthday, hahaha, in the end, my whole EID group celebrated for me, not that I mind.

7th December
Went JP for a kind of celebration after Thermodynamics. Lucky the last paper ain't Electrics, if not sure sian diao. 1st time eat Ajisen Ramen, soup kinda thick and nice. After parting ways with them, went and meet Xilei, Danny and Glen. Went cinema after such a long time and watched 花木兰
The show felt pretty draggy, maybe due to the seriousness of the show. The actors were ok. There were touching scenes, where the male lead cut his own wrist and fed Mulan his blood. I was thinking, if one would be trap in the desert, suffering dehydration, would drinking his/her blood help?

8th Decemeber
A day to remember, because it's the 1st time taking IPPT and the last of this window-_-
Not surprisingly, without training, I failed, but interestingly, I only failed my 2.4km run, which is really better than expected, never thought I could still do 6 pull-ups. The other stations still maintain at 5 points even without training, so proud of myself:P. But, legs cramped after shuttle run, since I put in too much effort. I always know my stamina is my weakness, time to buck up.
Met Fangting for dinner, since the 2 of us really had nothing to do, haha.

9th December
Woke up with a sumptuous brunch of mee-sua with 2 eggs. Every year, will always eat de. I never really know the meaning behind this custom, but I really liked the dish:)
After that, went and meet Xueshuang, Leeting, Huiling, Terrence, Yiyang, Yimin to sing K at Chinatown. Sadly, throat didn't feel too good that day, but truly enjoyed myself. But weird thing is, compared to the last K-session, we sang more sad songs. Sang birthday song for me, hahaha, and eat the ultra nice birthday cake.
Then went to watch StormRiders 2, a.k.a 风云II.

A poster too nice for the movie

This, is seriously, one of the worst movie I watched in the cinema. The disappointment is doubled since I had great anticipation of this. To fans of CG and graphical effects, this movie would be good, but that's really all to it. I liked the make-up of 风 when he 成魔 though. And the armour the villian wears looks cool^^ I don't think it's the end of the series though. Let's hope the next one get better.
10th December, 12 and 13 December
Nua at home, watch drama, completed 1 litres of tears, 海派甜心.

11th December
Insinyur meeting in the morning, and meeting Charon in the afternoon.
Let's not talk about the meeting. Really felt troubled when I need to change my IA slot to Semester 2. I DO NOT WANT IT. Worse come to worse, I will really be irresponsible and quit. Because, I need people to study with, if not, academics will take a plunge and I don't like that.

Mood was lifted up a bit when I met my freshies. Ahmad commented I was exceptionally happy, but I guess, it was a celebration for me after all. Went Vivo, and ate.

Dinner at Fig & Olive
We had a hard time blowing candles because of the wind; anyway, this time my birthday wish really came true,
I wished I no need to kiss Gladys, and it came true with immediate effect:P:PCake!Christmas:)
they bought this shirt for me:)

That's all for the first week. Haha, hopefully will be more eventful for the rest of hols.
Many thanks to people who made my day, maybe I never told anyone before, I never really celebrated birthday on my birthday itself.

Birthdays, in my opinion, are celebrated, because you are thankful of the day you are born.
Because without this day, you won't even exist.
I had always thought that... it's fine even if I never existed in the 1st place, so I never really thought of celebrating.
Creating excuses like, 'celebrations is an excuse to have fun'
But thankfully, if I want to celebrate, there are still people around, who would don't mind to celebrate with me.
Hopefully, my the coming years, I will be celebrating too.
I am learning how to treat myself better, and want to be thankful of my own existence.
Not someone born, just to be laugh at, due to his clumsy antics and low self-esteem, or the number of times he has been in love.
But someone, who is worth the place he occupy and someone who is useful.

Convince Myself

My EID professor says in order to convince yourself something, you will look at the mirror and so the things you want to convince yourself. "I am gonna get good grades!"

and I don't like her, she is just an eternal crush.

Treat myself better?

你要在对的时间对自己好一点啦...

Someone told me that 2 days ago, and today while talking to someone, I feel that I really dunno how to treat myself well. Haha, because this person asked me, how am I gonna celebrate exam finished. I said I am not celebrating. 22nd? Don't plan to celebrate either. Maybe celebration is a way of treating oneself better? Should I start?

Hahaha, random stupid thoughts.