Fairy tales

Like all fairy tales, life has its catastrophe;
So, like all fairy tales, there will be a happy ending and a 'happily ever after', hopefully...

Me and You

While you live fearlessly, I had lived in fears that you thought were nothing;
While you live pampered, I had lived my life like I was tortured;
While you live with all the love you can get, I had lived with my hatred and mine alone;
While you live thinking you do not fear pain, I had lived with that emotional and physical pain at your age;
While you live your life with all the games you can play, I had lived mine with assessment books;
While you live your life crying for attention with your drama mojo, I had lived mine crying in real pain and sorrow;
While you live your life sleeping soundly with your family, I had lived mine sleeping alone crying softly;
While you live with laughter of true happiness, I had lived mine with laughter because there was nothing else I could do;
While you live with people helping you up when you fall, I had lived mine learning to climb myself;
While you took out the knife hurling threats, I was already immune to pain.

Get smarter.

黄鸿升-- 不屑

黄鸿升-- 不屑

事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见
瞬间就统统消灭
人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血
悲伤也不会流泪
不需要有同类
传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃你的思念
自我安慰

就让我伪装
我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留我最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半已经残废
那一半跟著你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐一一瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许有一天我们会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍

Recess Week

Really did many things during the weekend, but I assure you, studying is not one of them. Damn, this is not right, but it's over already, sadly.

Outing with Charon
Went to watch Fame, then go Timbre, then go another bar at Clark Quay, forget what name. Went with my cute freshies from Insinyur.

Basically, Fame was.. ok, a bit boring. This movie features people studying in a performing arts school, while several face hardships, like relationship problems, family objection, bad GPA(certainly sounds like my problem), financial problem,etc etc. I don't think you can put this show together with HSM, but it's a show that is not bad, and I especially loved their singing.

Then, Timbre.

First time I went Timbre, the band is not bad and the atmosphere is damn nice, though the place we sat were a little stuffy. 1st time never got wasted by Long Island,(also the 1st time I drank from a cup)

Then went, I think, Brewerks. Drank Beer. A bunch of people who refuse to pay much and still want to drink, so they went the above-mentioned place.

taken on the way to Clark Quay
while waiting...Shuttle.. new term learntZac and ChloeDennis and Bei Shan

Meining's 21st
One of the most fun party I have been to, I think it's not because of the food or what, but the very fun group of people there. Was originally very sian, because of doing Tech Comm, but their infectious happiness probably got the better of me. Got to know 3 more person from MAE. Ate good food, play fun Dare-or-Dare, where ther Birthday girl is the rule.

very nice cake that I forget bought from where.
Birthday Present: very high high heels.
group pic

Maybe the below pictures will illustrate what is fun or funny, either word is apt.

Look at the guy, totally LOL

Charles's Angels, when we don't have enough people who wants to be the angels....Joash seems to like it though

flasher VS innocent girl.. Just look at the expression.

roles reverse, Miss Nerd vs Flasher. LOL

Sentosa with EID mates and Charon
Sentosa! Long time no see.
Funny thing was there were 3 invitation to Sentosa on the exact same day. In the end the invitation from my Tech comm group somehow, died away, leaving with Charon and EID people. Sadly, I only stayed awhile there, since I have canvassing in the afternoon. 2nd time playing volleyball here, and 1st time playing basketball at Sentosa.

Charon people

Heard they went to a not-so-good restaurant to eat, after hitting the beach. Maybe going for canvassing is a blessing is disguise:)

***Warning, don't read below if you have visited http://ntu-insinyur.blogspot.com/ . It's direct copy/paste, so you will find things very familiar.

Canvassing(Oktoberfest and Main Comm Retreat)
Oktoberfest, which was held from 30 September to 4 October 2009 at Swiss Club. The world famous German wheat beer, brought in events, food and drinks that was very pleasing to the 5 senses. The atmosphere was really great, makes you really feels like dancing. Very happy that majority of the subcommers were pretty enthusiastic about it.(Guess what this is direct copy-paste from the Insinyur Blogspot, but there will not be copyright issues since it was also written by me:P)

I only did one day of canvassin, Originally intended to do 3 days. This also is a blessing is disguise. Was originally sad when I couldn't got the slots I wanted, but then I had more time to do other things.

Main Comm retreat
Main Comm Retreat was held on Children day, 1st October at this new coscafe call Ebisboshi Shotengai, situated inside Iluma. Had a fulfilling meal with the "All You Can Eat" Shabu Shabu lunch buffet. Unfortunately, no photographs were allowed to be taken inside, so we took some outside.

the past and the present.

Talking about Insinyur, I certainly hoped that I don't fuck things up, I seriously think I am starting to owe people many things, but I cannot remember what.

That's all for recess week, actually, not all. The boring session of Tech Comm ain't included. Haha

Cheers:)

Stressed.

I am so swelling with stress today, that I feel like a balloon bursting, and I have being ranting A LOT about it, that I think if you had sat beside me, you will begin to feel stressed, lucky I was alone most of the time today. I LOVE MP2008!!!

LOL.. Spiderman parody

Anyway, I think I really have to do something about my punctuality. I used to be earlier than punctual, back in JC, and now I am on the other extreme end.
I really wonder what gave me the drive to be early (by 1.5 hours), everyday. I wonder I could find the reason again. Or maybe I already know the reason, but it's something I could never ever find again...

Will update about recess after Friday.